Tuesday, May 31, 2005
Aite...! Cool..! Why must u spoil ma day everytime..???

Haiz.. Fuck your life lah.. I dun owe u a living.. Not even to anyone..
I live ma own shit n u live urs...
You make me wait n everytime claimin dat u r always rite..!
Fuck ur ego dude..!!
Yeah, "the return of the joker"...
MA BLOODY ASS...!!!
I've been damn patient all this while n been takin all ur crapz slowly...
I'm not wat u see...
And stop sayin dat u noe me in n out..!!

Hey, u dun ok..!! So fuck dat..!!
And fuck fer every shit dat is comin out from ur mouth...!
Promises..?? Oh PUUHHLLEEAAAASSEEE..!!!!!
I ain't hear nthin..!
Promises are meant to b broken n i noe dat so damn freakin well..!!
I dunno wat to do wit u..!!
You juz sum kind of shit...
I noe u will nvr read or even enter ma blog coz u r not bothered...
So juz live ur own world n i live mine..
We're are on diff sides...
Guess partin is an option...
GOODBYE..!!!


she bitched
at 9:04 PM


Monday, May 30, 2005
Weeee.....

So so happy today..!! Met Kak Elly at last..!!!
Gosh.. I MISS HER DAMN SO MUCH..!!!!
Gave her lots of hugz.. Tight ones.. Hahaz..
She is just so beautiful... Esp in her character wise.. Glad I got da time to tok to her bout wats been happenin in ma life now.. Told her dat da gang n me have smthin fer her n she planned to take it from me tml..!! Gonna see her again...!! Hurray..!!


Anyway, I wanna say lots of thanks to Herwan fer accompanying da Sat nite wit me..
Couldn't sleep and so asked him to call me.. Chatted wit him all tru da nite n we tok bout lotsa stuff... Errmmm.. Lots of secrets were unveiled.. Hahaz.. Plus, I kept tellin him how sweet his smile is... He's a cutie too..!! GIRLS...!! Seriously... I ain't kiddin... His smile is totally sweet dat I, myself will melt weneva he smiled.. My Oh My...!! If Onli...... Dotz dotz dotz... Hahaz.. Plus Azahar also.. These 2 guys.. Whoooaaa.!! Hahaz... Ma buddies and I love dem so much.. Dey both never failed to make ma day... But too bad... Both are leavin CBTL n I'm gonna miss ya guys so much..!! Esp our craziness.. Hahaz..


Yesterday was ma long-distant cousin's weddin.. And I hate it though I'm kinda close to him.. I juz dislike ma dad's long distant relatives side... I dunno how to say it but errrmmm... The werd best describe this wuld b, "irritatin".. Da aunties der kept askin me fer ma no n how old i m n bla bla bla..!!! Oh PUHHLLEESSSEE...!!! Dun try to matchmake me..!! I have ma own boy..! And ma parents still can make fun out of this shit...!! Haiyo..!!!! I'll bring ma guy one day and show him off to everyone..! Errrmmm... But I dun hv anyone now and wen can I actually do dat..?? Hahaz.. Soon..... Hmmmmmm..... Everyone is givin me da hints.. Wakakaz...



Well well... Today is da first day of school re-open n it suckz... I'm bored to death actually but wat can I do..?? Moreover, ma class was paired up wit da retained students.. And dey r so damn freakin borin plus dumb..! Its like ders no one in da class.. I mean no fun.. Haiz.. I wan 2A/03 back... So, after school met up wit Fred and off to Singapore Post.. Met da rest over der too... Bored n pissed.. I went home.. Gonna teach ma little cousin tml mornin b4 goin school n ma godmum's son at nite.. Syai gonna fetch me from school... Cool.. Hahaz..

Guess I'm really tired n sick.. Take care peepz..! Muuuaaaccckkzzz...!


she bitched
at 10:16 PM


Saturday, May 28, 2005
Oh Well... Today is a very very tiring and not so bored day at Kiosk..

First of all, had a long chat wit Izan before he punched out n leave me alone at da Kiosk.. And thanks to him, I dun need to clean up da place dat much.. It was kinda perfect n neat alreadi.. Hahaz.. Lucky me to have him doin midnite shift at Kiosk..

After he left, ma nightmare started... Hahaz... Was bout to take eat da Chocolate of a Thousand Leaves wen Uncle Production came...
"Oh Ma Gawd..!!! Uncle... Why must u come now..??? Sianz...!"
Took all da muffins + cakes + coffee extracts + sausage puff out of da trolley and started to think wat the hell m i supposed to do wit those stuff..???!! Look fer empty containers but der is none.. Look inside da fridge but der is not enugh space to squeeze everythin...

Ok..! Start to use ma brain.. Took a paper plate and wrote, "Sorry!!! We'll be closed for the moment..! Gonna take quite some time..!", and hand it on the cashier facin da customer..!
Hahaz.. Well, i'm not supposed to do tis but who cares..!! I'm alone n I hv to do lotsa stuff so I need NO DISTRACTION FROM DA IRRITATIN CUSTOMERS...! Hahaz.. Called da outlet to bring over da containers.. Darina came over and I started ma shit... Throw some muffins away, give free cakes and muffins away, squeeze da muffins into da containers, display da puffs + raspberry cheesecake + brownie + muffins, re-arrange da things inside da fridge, display all da bottled drinks in da display fridge n took ma fav orange tangerine esprit, waste da milks n lastly, clean up ma mess.. I even dropped a Snapple Pink Lemonade.. Haiz.. Mopped da kiosk n sweep da carpet.. Great.. Good werk.. Serve da customers n lay back...


Hahaz.. Rite..! Lay back ma ass.. Next thin I knew was the milkman was back..!! Arggghhh... I was juz bout to hv a great time chattin wit Rodi wen he spoilt da mood.. And again, I was thinkin again of wer to squeeze da milks..!! Der were 5 cartons of fresh milk n 3 cartons of skim milk..! My oh my..!! WER DA F*** M I SUPPOSED TO SQUEEZE ALL THIS SHITZ..??!!
So, i decided to took out all da muffins in da fridge, put it outside, squeeze da milk in, re-arrange everythin again.. F*** this time.. Was kinda pissed off wen Ken visited me..!! Hahaz.. Miss him... He's one of da great managers in airport..! Hahaz.. Den he gave me this little devil key chain which he bought at Bangkok..!! So cute n its black..! Nice.. I m a devil...! Hahaz.. Den I ransacked his shoppin bag..! He bought perfumes..!! And guess wat..??!! Its ARMANI MANIA..!!! Gosh..! The smell... I'm lovin it..!! It makes me melt... Ooooooo... Hahaz.. He bought da Aqva Bvlgari too..! Cool...!!



Enugh of ma shit now..! So tired... Brought home a bottle of whipped cream.. Hahaz.. To play around wit.. Mayb on Mama's n Papa's chalet nxt weekend i'll bring some so can saboh ppl..!! Hahaz... So bring extra clothes aite ppl..!





[ I mish u so much... ]
[ I wonder if ya do too... ]
[ Been keeping maself bz to fgt bout everythin.. ]
[ But I failed.. ]
[ So now I hope u're readin wat is in ma heart..]
[ I dun wish to make da same mistake.. ]
[ It hurts but its Ok.. ]
[ "I love you and I need you back in ma life" is wat I wanna hear now.. ]
[ Nothin else.. ]
[ But say it if ya mean it n dun say it if ya dun.. ]
[ We'll be friends fer da moment now.. ]
[ A "Goodbye" from me is wat u will never hear me say... ]
[ I'm always here fer ya.. ]
[ Take care n 'till we meet again.. ]

[ Nitez.. ]


:: Deebz in reality ::


she bitched
at 11:29 PM


Friday, May 27, 2005
I'm back.. I'm back.. At last...

Errmmm... Actually, no... Wati noes wat i'm shittin 'bout..
How shuld I put it..??
Or how shuld I start it...??

Newae, been really bz wit werk... Esp at Kiosk..
I'm da "kiosk gal" this wk.. Its so damn freakin bored n I'm juz so dumb to bring speaker to werk everytime to company ma boredom..
Haiz.. Luckily I hv a MP3.. If not... I dunno wat I'll do...


Met him yesterday wit da gang at last...
I miss you.. I do... Though I tried so much not to..
You did nothin wrong n its a norm bout break ups n so stop blamin urself bout our past..
I hate it everytime u did dat..
Forget wat is past n start afresh.. We're frens rite..??
Der's always a new life after a broken one..
Start thinkin bout da positive side..
Be yourself...
People will love u fer who u r, dude..
Guess u noe wat I mean...
You've been makin me confused all this while but its ok..
I understand why..
So no worries...
Smile always..

[ I miss you ]




And lastly, i wanna say lots of thanks to ma semut..
Fer bein der wen I realli need u..
You noe me best in and out..
Thanks thanks thakns n thousands of thanks again..!



Before I log off, I read ma manager's website.. Desmond's..
He wrote smthin bout Fred n Taufiq which is kinda cool...
Hahaz.. He have a gd impression on both dem..
Anyway, good luck guys in werkin at da new outlet wit him n Elly..
Desmond's website -->
Dasumon


she bitched
at 10:47 PM


Friday, May 20, 2005
Hahaz... k people... Try tis link... And pls b honest...

Its to see ur sex n love life...

Click here ---> Crush007.com

Hahaz.... Take care...!!


And yeah.. Peepz.. I SAW A CUTE SWEET GUY YESTERDAY IN DA LRT...!!!

OH MY... HE'S SO CHARMIN... HAHAZ...

Kk.. Enugh of dat b4 i'll drag on.. But he's really somethin...

Byez..!! Muackz..!!


AND HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ALINAH AKA PIPER..!!!!

Hope u had a great dinner wit dat sum1.... Hahaz.. And may ur wishes cum true..! Miss you gal..!


she bitched
at 11:27 PM


Saturday, May 07, 2005
I'M BORED AT WERK..!!!

Yes i m..!! Freakin bored.. Ok.. Actually had fun juz now.. but now i'm havin ma break..
Cool thin is dat fai is werkin wit me n we were crazy juz now.. We switched on Farid's iPod n we danced n duet at our outlet.. Mind u, this t1dt has no kitchen.. Its like kinda a kiosk but not a kiosk coz its an outlet.. hahaz.. We were damn noisy.. We duet "Ma Boo", we sang "Let me love you", "Everytime", "Shut up", "Nobody wants to b lonely" and lots more.. Hahaz... While aunyie gourmet make herself busy wit the sandwiches.. Hahaz.. Cool... I'm kinda sleepy too... Was on the phone last nite n sum1 made a confession.. Hahaz.. Hmm.. Guess I'll update bout the past one week later at nite.. Wanna slp.. At the chair.. Woo hoo.. Hahaz... MIss ya lotz..!!!!


she bitched
at 2:31 PM


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