Thursday, April 28, 2005
Woo hoo.. hahaz.. Sorry guyz.. I'm juz kinda lazy to blog these days and moreover, wanna spend time alone.. Think things through.. Anyway... Went out to wit ma t1t peepz juz now.. Asked Ken along..
Supposed to meet Sedah at 6 at Tamp mrt, but as usual, we both were late.. So, met Ken first n den waited fer Sedah.. Took a bus to Sempang Bedok and waited fer Azahar n Darina.. Azahar was lost.. hahaz.. Pity him.. Good thin he rides a bike n its easier fer him to go round while Darina took a cab der.. Ken treated us.. Had a great day wit dem.. Feel kinda gd to see dem.. Da ones dat i'm kinda close too.. hahaz.. And i kept teasin Azahar fer his cute ass.. Check it out gals..!! Hahaz.. Darina was so stressed out till she became kinda weird n crazy today.. Plus funny.. Sedah n me had a great laugh fer everythin.. And Ken is juz so cute n funny.. Esp wen he talks in malay...! Hehe...
Now i dunno wat to write.. So bored, so lonely, so sick.. Hahaz... Juz missin ma old days.. Hope dat person could cheer me up.. I noe he is makin an effort fer it.. And i noe he will nvr read ma blog.. Hahaz.. So i'm juz hopin he'll make me smile..
Lastly.. I miss u all guyz... Esp Dian,Wati, Alinah n Fizah.. Thankz..! Muackkzz...
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Tuesday, April 19, 2005
Well well... Been thinkin lots lately.. Bout eveythin.. Ya noe, esp bout life n individuals.. Hmmm.. Ok.. Wer should i start..? I dunno exactly but I guess i'll start wit individuals..
Every person has their diff characters n bla bla rite..? Yeah.. I mix wit all kinds of ppl n ages.. Name it.. The emos, da breakers, da bitches, da lamers, da copycats, da aunties, da parents... I juz love hearing ppl story n imagine da scenario wen dey story-telling it to me.. Put maself in their shoes n feel da sufferin.. Yeah, by imaginin u can't really feel it but if u do it wit ur heart n not onli ur mind, u can actually feel da torture every individual is goin tru.. See, everyone of us is goin tru problems.. No one is problem free.. A person can smile n laugh wit all her/his heart but wat's behind dat smile n laughter..?? Sadness..?? Anger..?? Loneliness..?? We will nvr know.. Look at an individual tru da heart not juz da appearance.. Feel him/her wen dey try to get support n shelter from u... This is also wer we can treasure friendship n relationships dat hv been builded years, weeks, months or even days ago.. We can also say "hey, i'm here for u always.. Juz ring me up n i'm beside ya.. Smile always..! Take care..!", to make sum1 feel better.. AND dun juz say it, do it plz.. Prove it.. ACTION SPEAKS LOUDER THAN WORDS... Remember that..
And as fer da other party, think positive.. See, if we keep on wit our negativeness, we wun allow anyone to get tru us.. Always think dat der is always sum1 fer ya and dat ya not lonely.. If u think u r lonely, den make use of da opportunity to think widely.. Think bout life n wat u've been tru in this life.. Wat u hv learnt n wat r da things u can avoid n change.. Do u guys noe dat it is wen u r lonely, dat we tend to hv a more maturity thinkin..?? Yeah.. And negativeness sucks... Ok example.. "Life sucks".. Why do ppl say dat..?? Juz coz dat smthin bad is happenin to ur life , u said dat..?? U blame it on life..?? Hey.. Look at da other side of view.. Who's life is it..? urs rite..?? Its u who choose to b in this kind of life.. If ya dun like it, change.. Change fer da better of u n ur surrounding.. Firstly, understand urself n learn how to accept urself.. If ya not able to do so, how can u expext ppl to understand n accept u..?? Just be urself.. Believe in urself.. Dun need to bother pleasin sum1 wen u hv to change u bein u..! Ppl should accept u fer urself n not acceptin u fer bein a copycat or imitation of sum celebraties or wateva it is.. Also, learn how to accept things calmly wit lots of patience and a smile even though it could b a bad one.. You'll nvr noe wats da reason bhind it.. Believe dat everythin happens fer a reason.. Juz smile n accept wateva life has store fer ya.. A smile can make u feel better.. Or better, a hug.. Ask a gf, bf,fren, bestfren, mum or dad or whoever fer hug ya.. Juz say u need one n dat ya feelin down.. I bet dey wun mind... A hug n smile means a lot.. It keeps da werld go round.. Just like love..
Gotta go now.. Mayb i'll continue wen i'm free.. Gotta clean up ma mess now.. Hehe.. And keep on smillin ma dear frens.. You'll nvr noe who's falling fer it...! And dun b grumpy/sad/angry or any negative emotions.. It will just gonna destroy ur life more.. Now dat sucks...! Laugh n smile wit ur heart out..!! I love u guys.. Miss ya.. Esp ma dearie sistaz.... Dian, Wati, Alinah n Fizah.. Da ppl who hv been ma supportin walls wen I'm down wit life.. And to u too, Airie.. Smile..!
MUUUAAACCCCKKZZZZZ.........! *HUGZ*
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at 10:52 AM
Saturday, April 16, 2005
I can't slp now n all thankz to me fer makin maself a double shot regular less powder mocha latte before punchin out.. Ok..!! I'm silly n a dumbass.. So save ur comments to urself.. But if ya stubborn, wat can I say, rite..?? I can't simply shut ur mouth with a crushed paper now.. Watever.. I'm juz so so sick wit da flu n coughin.. Its so irritatin n pissin me off.. Here wit me is a box of tissue n I'm blowin ma nose every seconds.. Guess ma nose has turned red.. "Dee da red-nosed gal.. Keepin blowin her nose.. She looks like a clown.. Feelin so sick n bored..." And ya may continue da rest.. Hahaz.. I sucked at composin a song..
HaH..! Today is so so BORING..!! Was supposed to be out wit Syaiful but it was cancelled.. Luckily I'm werkin in da afternoon.. BUT LAWSON IS DA MOD FER PM SHIFT...!! Haiz.. Boring..!! Hahaz.. I always end up arguing n find fault wit him.. Its so irritatin..!! As usual, I was late fer werk.. Supposed to punch in at 3 pm but punched in at 3.30 pm juz now.. Luckily der was no traffic jam or watsoever like mornin always does..Evrythin was smooth.. Till i reach werkplace..
First thin Ken asked me b4 I even enter da kitchen is, "Eh, y ur lips..?? Its dry...".. And I quickly answered, "I know... Its dry... Dun even ask y & I'm not gonna drink water if ya ask to coz I dun wanna pee each n every hour again..! Today Lawson hor..!!".. Both laughs.. Hahaz.. He noe wat i'm crappin bout.. Hahaz.. Den saw Sedah n hugged her.. Followed by Huda, Darina and Raudhah..! hehe.. Miss dem lotsa..! Sedah helped me make a hot choc since I asked fer it.. And thnks fer da customer who wanted his drink extra hot, I burned ma tongue... Ouch..!! Dun understand y da need fer havin an extra hot drink wen its not dat cold inside da transit... Idiotz..!
And den dat idiot Lawson came.. Arrgghh.. Boredom accompanied me fer ma shift.. Haiz.. I dun understand n will nvr will on y he always keep askin me to do things wen I hv not even finish ma job dat he asked earlier.. And dat earlier is like 5-10 mins early.. SO bloody damn irritatin.. N der dis part wen I was makin a drink fer a customer wen he shouted fer me from da kitchen.. I finished makin da drink n went in to da kitchen.. I tot he was goin to ask me to change money or watsoever but ya guys wanna noe wad he asked..???
Lawson: Eh Dee.. [Lookin at da comp screen n tappin his fingers.. Tryin very hard to look cool n not idiotic..]
Dee: Wad..?? Wad ya want..??
Lawson: Eh... ermmm... [tryin not to sound stupid]... How to spell "onward" ar..???
Dee: Huh..?? Wad..??! [Keepin ma cool n not to laugh first].. Oh.. "Onward" ar..?? Its O-N-W-A-R-D... Got it..?
Lawson: Wait wait.. Again.. [typin as he goin to repeat to spell "onward" again] Its O-N-W-A-R-D.. Rite..?? Ok thanks.. [feelin paiseh n malu alreadi]
Dee: Hahaz.. [maintainin ma coolness.. tryin so hard not to laugh..] Dats all..?? I go outside ar...
Hahaz.. This time I gave him a chance.. Dun wanna make him feel n look stupid.. Didn't laugh at him or watsoever.. Kept quiet.. N was jus wonderin wen I went out of da kitchen.. Why is da higher ppl is able to get to a position wer a more qualified graduate can b..?? Lawson who is ma Outlet Manager has onli a PSLE cert as his highest education level.. And believe it or not, he does brags bout it n claimed dat his english is better den ani1 of us werkin der.. Plus, he ever asked me how to spel simple werd such as "shift", "banana" n "table".. Also, he dun say "a carton of milk", but "a case of milk".. he dun even noe a carton is equals to 12.. Haiyo...
Hahaz.. And he is so irritatin.. Always find fault and argue wit me.. He's crazy too.. He talks to himself wen he is mad.. I confronted him by askin, "Eh, u crazy ar..?? Tok to urself..?? Like an idiot like dat.. Juz came out from Woodbridge or wat..??".. Hahaz.. Fer ur info, me n sum of da t2t peepz talked to our OM dat way.. We hv respect fer him but juz dat smtimes he deserved to b treated sarcasticly.. He enjoyed it too.. Trust me.. hahaz..
And he's bad.. Hahaz..
Inside da kitchen.. i was takin powder to top up wen I heard him tokin to himself.. Huda[former t2t staff] n Kai Lin[originally t1t staff] was outside servin customer..
Lawson(former t2t OM): [Talkin to himself]Haiyo... No standard wan.. How to up da sales also dunno.. Haiz..
Dee(former t2t staff): Huh..?? Who no standard..?? You talkin to who..?? Me ar..??
Lawson: haiya.. Nothin ar.. Do ur werk ar...
Dee: Hahaz.. you tokin bout Kai Lin ar..?? T1T no standard ar..?? Dats wat u said rite..??
Lawson: [smile sheepishly n laugh irritatingly] Hahaz.. Yeah.. hahaz.. Shut up lah.. But true ar.. Dey no standard ar.. T2t staff better..
Hahaz.. Dats was wat solved me wen I was tryin to figure out y Lawson kinda pissed wen Kai Lin werkin.. Hahaz.. Ok ok lah.. guess I should sleep.. Juz bored actually.. I werkin later.. at 8.. Gonna meet Wati at 7.50.. hope I'm not late again.. I onli left wit 1+ hrs of slp... Mornin to ya guys while nitez to me... Muackz..
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Thursday, April 14, 2005
Hahaz.. Today ma last paper..!!! INTPRG.. Here I come..! After dat I can hurray hurray..!!! Got a date next tues.. Hahaz.. Mayb gonna catch a movie wit him n chill.. Hahaz.. At Shaw most prob.. Wakakaz.. Den I gonna werk n werk n spend time wit ma cuzzie n frens.. $$$$.. Hmmm.. Thinkin which days shuld i take off.. And this is wat I planned...
Mon = Werk 8-4 pm
Tues = Date wit "Agent Dol".. [Hahaz...]
Wed = Werk 8-4 pm
Thurs = Swim n slack at Yvonne's [Si Giler-dats wat bro call his gf..] Condo wit Bro Kas [Mr.Scobby Doo]
Fri = No plan yet and dun wish to werk... Anyone free on this day..??
Sat = Werk 8-4 pm
Sun = Werk 8-4 pm
4 days werk n 3 days to enjoy.. Sounds OK... Wati..!!! Ya free on Friday..?? Our OUTING...??? Gonna be "da 'Lil Semutz Outing.." Hahaz... So happy dat tml is ma pay day.. Time to pay ma bills... Wakakaz... Means no shoppin too... hahaz.. But AS IF I CARE...!!! Hahaz.. But i'll spend wisely though.. I'll try... Anyone wanna volunteer to be ma financial manager..?? Wakakaz...
And so yesterday was cool... Swim and swim n swim and den went to da jacuzzi after ma bro persuade me to tanned maself wen I dun wan too.. Hahaz.. Luckily I'm not burnt..! Like Jerome always had wen he went to tanned at Sentosa.. Wkakaz.. Wit dat red-black-burnt face n body.. Hahaz.. So irritating..!! Went to Yvonne's house wer der is dis 2 cute adorable cats but too bad.. No matter how cute or adorable a cat can b, I still hate dem..!! I'm scared actually.. Wakakaz..!! Den slack at her home n went off wit dem to Jelita to buy groceries fer Yvonne at bout 5.30 pm by a taxi.. After da shoppin, bro went off to werk in a hurry wit a taxi.. He's late... Hahaz... Zouk's Guest Relations.. While Yvonne is a producer.. Freelance.. Produces Ads, photography n lots more.. Hahaz.. Both earns lots of $$$.. Dey plan to go Bangkok.. Cool..
Newae, met Syaiful at Suntec City after dat.. Window shopped n he sent me home after dat.. So sweet n thankz.. Kwang3... He shelters at Commonwealth anyway.. Hahaz.. Since he insists, wat can I do...?? I wun be bored one thing.. At least got sum1 to talk to on ma way home.. Wakakaz..
Reached home at 11pm. Shower. Net.
And surprisingly, Ogy made a call.. Chat wit him bout our peepz n stuffs.. Hahaz.. Nice keepin in touch wit da primary sch frenz.. Hahaz.. Chatted bout how our frens now bcumin matz n minahz n den mothers n den he n his triangular love n bout me n ma past.. Lotsa stuff.. Hang up at 2 am.. Da next thing i knew is dat i slept.. Wakakaz.. So tired...
Gonna bath n get ready fer exam.. Didn't study so wish me luck.. Wakakaz... Gonna miss Dian.. She's movin out to Woodlands.. Haiz.. No more party fer me.. See ya guyz later.. Exam n den badminton.. GONNA SMACK ALL OF U...!! Muahahahaz...
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at 11:21 AM
Wednesday, April 13, 2005
Hey peepz... Check out ma nephew's blog... hahaz.. Be surprised.. Wakakaz..
Iklil - 7 years old
Ilham - 4 years old
Cool... ma cousin is such a great mummy... Comin soon da third son's blog who is now 3 years old.. Wakakaz....
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at 12:44 AM
Tuesday, April 12, 2005
Had ma MMDT paper juz now.. Da paper was OK.. hahaz.. As usual, I finish early.. Juz can't b bothered.. I dunno wat is gonna happen wit ma life.. Juz lookin ferward fer tml..!! Goin swimmin wit ma cousin.. Bro Kasbi... At his chinese gf's house... Yvonne's... At a condo smwer at holland village der.. Cool.. Really badly need a SWIM... Ma eyes, ma body... Ohhh... pool... here i come...
SO BORED..!! Gettin sick.. Was at hm all day after da paper n meetin up Asyraf.. Miss him lotz.. Hahaz.. Used to be ma best pal in primary school.. We drifted as we get older since we're in diff sch.. He's in St.Gabriels' and now in TP while me in Bowen Sec n now da Selenge Poly... Hahaz..
Talkin bout school, Alinah n me was msn-ing bout our sec sch.. Bowen.. A sch which I tot was uncool but it wasn't.. Hahaz.. Weird n funny.. Flashback of the past was playin in ma mind wen we were tokin bout it.. and still.. Hahaz.. The 4 yrs of torture wit love n bitchings.. Hahaz..
And den da teachers der.. Lovely n sm bitches..
Mr Yu Ho King.. Ma form teacher wen in Sec 1 & 2.. Pushed me to the Express stream from da Normal Acad stream.. Make me a prefect coz he noes I'm naughty n purposely did dat so I can be a better independent person.. [bluekz..!!].. he also like to twist ma ear juz coz i'm stubborn n likes to argue back wit him.. Always bully me one.. Suhaira fail her tests, I get scolded.. Idiot.. Hahaz.. and dat friggin Danapal... Vain pot red-faced-full powder smelly friggin idiot asshole bitch... Hahaz.. Always wanna find fault.. Still remember i was bein called out wen i was fallin in fer NPCC.. Had to fall out n go to her n got scolded coz ma socks was brandedn den look at me up n down, tryin to find more fault n asked if i coloured ma hair or not coz its brown wen I did even coloured it n so i told her its natural.. Hahaz.. n den wen sec 4, always get caught n was pushed to da front of da assembly waiting fer her to scold n nag fer me wearin ankle-lenght shoes n dat i always late.. hahaz...
As fer frens, I grew wit Ugly Moron No 1 [Alinah] most.. NPCC, track n field, bitchin, sun-tanning in da middle of da parade-square, chasing, bullying, running, doin stupid stuff, shouting, gettin crazy, captain-ball, chill at her house n lots more.. Was in da same class in sec1 n 2 but got seperated in sec 3 n 4... Hahaz.. Memories of she bullyin me is still fresh in ma mind.. Like it juz happen a few wkz ago..
It was exam time in October in sec 1.. And Suhaira's n mine birthday r close which also falls on da exam.. 15 n 19 respectively.. On Suhaira's birthday, it wasn't dat bad da sabo but wen on 19.. Only God knows wat i was sufferin.. Idiot u Alinah..! Hahaz.. Took ma chair to the across class n den ma desk n den ma bag on top of da door, n den da wet tissue n again da desk n chair, ma notes.. Whoa.. TORTURE..!! But i had fun n it was the "best" birthday gift i ever received from such a gd fren.. Wakakaz.. End yr exam smmore.. Luckily i still came up top 3.. Hahaz.. Bluekz..!
Hahaz.. In out of da room wen we shuld be last min revisin.. Hahaz..
And to you gal, thankz a lot fer bein ma fren.. Best fren n a sis..!! Hahaz.. Juz so cool wit u around.. Love ya... and fer info, ma butt is not shrunk ok..!!! it has grown.. wakakaz... Ask Wati..!! Hahaz.. Stop calling me "shrunkenbutt" in ur blog..!! Idiot..! Hahaz... Miss ya Piper..!!
:: Wish could turn back time n spend da days again ::
::Ma Life was better n childish but it was full of fun, happiness n love ::
::Onli memories to accompany me wen ya all gone:: :: I miss you::
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at 11:15 PM
Sunday, April 10, 2005
Mummy's 45th Birthday today..!!! And she doens't even look her age... Hahaz.. Still da sweet mummy dat brought me to dis friggin werld.. Wakakaz.. Wished her rite after I woke up from ma bed.. Gave her a kiss on da cheek n hug her tightly wit ma bucuk bucuk saliva.. Wakakaz.. Hehe.. I love mummy so much and all I wished her is to stay happy n smile alwayz.. She lookz sweet wit a smile.. Sumtimes I feel her pain n da burden she is goin tru.. Haiz..
Anyway, woke up at 6 plus, got ready and off to Toa Payoh Sports hall.. Da gradin is smwer der.. I dunno.. Juz follow wer dey go before I get lost.. Hahaz.. First was da stadium wer da ma sisters's sir asked dem to meet up wit da rest of her group.. Dey warmed up as I yawned n feelin so sick.. Ain't got a voice to talk too.. Been 4 days alreadi.. Bout 9, went to da tennis hall i guess wer da gradin was held.. Ppl from diff races n countries n background n ages... der is even a cute little kid which I guessed bout a 3 yr old onli went fer da gradin.. So small n he was blur wen he was bein graded.. Hahaz.. So cute wen he kicked n turn n hahaz... An ang moh.. Hahaaz.. Sm of dem sparing, sm juz showin their moves n wateva.. Hahaz..
All was hungry n went to Forks & Spoons at Toa Payoh interchange smwer der.. Hahaz.. Sm sort like Banquet.. All halal.. Wanted Fish n Chips but I was too early fer it.. Dey haven even prepare it yet.. Idiotz.. Went to eat Wanton noodle.. Ma fav.. But theirs ain't dat delicious.. Hahaz.. Tummy bloated n Dad suggested to go Courts which was juz across.. Now, da kiasuism Singapore style... Ppl queueing fer a pillow fer 30 cents each at Courts.. But 1 person each... Hahaz.. Guess wat, ma parents was one of dem too.. I helped to queue.. Wakakaz.. Ok ok.. but wer else can u get a pillow fer 30 cents in Singapore now..?? Anyone..?? Hahaz..
Reached hm bout 12 plus n straight away i jumped on ma bed to get back to slp again... So tired n sick.. Mum n dad rested fer awhile n went out again wit granny to sm cousin's wedding.. Left me n ma youngest sis at hm while Zacky went to study wit her fren.. Thinkin of wat to write in da card.. And this is wat i wrote...
Mom,
Often in ma life,
I've wished for a fren who wuld accept me unconditionally,
A fren who had ma best interests at heart,
A fren who only wanted to see me happy.
And one day, it finally hit me-
Ma mother , ma fren.
I've had that fren right beside me all along.
Happy 45th Birthday..!
Love you so much..!
Keep on smilling.. :)
You are Beautiful...
Nice guyz..?? Hehez.. Den tot of a bouquet of flowers.. Me n Fidah rushed to a flower shop nearby n found a bouquet of roses.. da decor is nice n sweet.. mum loves red roses... Hehez.. Da florists asked who I wanna get da flower fer.. And i answered its fer Mum's Birthday.. She get da bouquet of roses dat I choose.. Paid her n she compliment dat its sweet of me gettin mum dis.. I smiled n rushed back home.. Called ma Mama [ma aunt n godmother] and asked if she bought da cake alreadi.. And yeah.. everythin settled.. This yr its diff.. Mum will b gettin a fruit cake from Polar than ma usual swensen's ice'cream cake dat I will always buy fer her.. And a fresh bouquet of roses.. Hehez.. Cool.. Ma plan is goin smooth...
At bout 4 plus dey came back.. Zacky too.. Got ready again n went to railway Station st Tanjong pagar der to celebrate her birthday.. Before leaving, gave Mum her card n roses.. hehez.. She loves it.. Cool.. Reached at da place, I saw Shahril.. Wasn't sure it was him till he smiled... Hahaz.. Mum cut her cake and took picz.. Heehz.. Ordered food n eat ma share.. Hahaz.. Chilli crab, deep fried baby squid, da killer wave [its nasi goreng n its so damn freakin spicy..!!!!], lemon chicken, hotplate beancurd, sweet n sour Garoupo n more... haahz... Ma tummy bloated fer da second time..!! Hahaz... Went home after dat....
Watched What Women Want on Channel 5.. I wished der is really a guy who can do dat.. So sweet... hahaz.. Listenin wat a woman want n her thoughtz n all... Yeah, gals say diff from wat dey r thinkin... hahaz.. Nitez.. Wanna slp.. So tired...................
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at 9:39 PM
Whoa Whoa... Hahaz... Its Mum's Birthday today since its past midnight and she's sleeping alreadi even before Dad and me came back from our cuzzie's bbq at East Coast..
Anyway, today, i mean yesterday, had a great day werkin wit ma old peepz of T2T n I was late again like yesterday [overslpet n woke up at 7 wen I hv to b at werk at 8]..!! Der was Wati, Diya and our dearest Manager, Ken..! Hahaz.. We slacked coz today doesn't seems to hv lots of werk .. Less customers i guess.. We switched on Ken's iPod n den Wati's MP3... And da music was loud.. Wati's was more to da reggae side while Ken's was a mixture of all kinds of songs but no reggae.. Hahaz.. The outlet was usually quite but today it was more to a clubbin place.. Diya also kept on playin her "Lonely... I'm so lonely..." song by Akon werever she go, on her hp which was in her pocket and Fanana disturb her hp as "Puki nernyanyi".. Hahaz.. Customers even looked inside da kitchen to see wat da hell was happenin.. Der this customer who has bn sittin on the chair at out outlet fer more than 4 hours, went to wer da 3 of us were hangin... Ken wasn't in da outlet, so it was onli Wati, Diya n me.. Hahaz.. He asked questions while I was movin ma body to da song playin as I sit on the rubbish bin.. Hahaz.. I layan him fer while n den cabut leavin Diya to layan him... Hahaz.. Wati onli looked at him n smiled.. Hahaz.. Wishin everytime werk will always b like this.. Music blastin out from da kitchen n we werk n slack at da rite moment...
I visited da toilet more than i usual did at werk.. hahaz... Drank too much water and at every half an hour, I wuld go to da ladies.. Guess I broke Airie's record of visitin da toilet..!! Wakakaz... ken was kinda surprised n told him dat I drank too much.. wen i came back, he gave me another bottle of water to drink.!! Thankz so much fer da help..!! Hahaz.. Ma lips are still dry though I drank a lot.. Any suggestions to avoid ma lips gettin dry..?? Besides drinkin water... I dun wanna go toilet as often I did today..!! Tired of peeing..!! Wakakaz...
Hahaz.. Kinda pity Ken do double shift.. He asked fer it anyway.. Went back wit him since he take 27 back hm too.. We chatted in da bus n found out sum things from him.. Bad past n lotsa experience... Anyway, he does encourage me to take up courses in hairstyling.. Hahaz.. Thankz lotz.!
Reached home n found out dat ma relatives were der.. Most of dem.. Esp da aunts n uncles coz ma big cuzzie gonna get married this June, most prob at ma house... Gonna b so kecoh.. Hahaz.. He is ma Granny's most loved grandson.. Hahaz.. Yeah.. He has parents but he didn't get da love from dem.. Ma second youngest aunt took care of him after ma dad got married and granny lives wit us.. Hard life fer him.. His parents didn't even brought him up.. Haiz.. Ok ok... Den der this 3 little nephews of mine who is so so cheeky... Hahaz.. Keep pinchin ma butt and even smack it... Bad bad little boyz.. And believe it the youngest who is also da cheekiest one is onli 3 yrs old.. Hahaz.. Played around wit dem n had fun.. So cute n playful.. Hahaz...
Bout 9 plus, ma dad, cuzzie nana n family n ma youngest aunt went to our another cuzzie's bbq at East Coast.. Kind of borin.. And da chalet beside us was da gangsta chalet.. Hahaz.. Kinda fun wen they blast their songz fer everyone to hear.. Sumthing to make me move.. But dey r very irritatin too.. Keep lookin n stare.. And den der was this mat dance wen he sees girls onli.. So action.. If he dances so well nvm lah but excuse me..!!! And der dis fatso too... Hahaz... Juz makes me laugh.. Left da place bout 12.30 n send ma relatives hm wit ma dad's car.. Reached hm, bathed n rang Syaiful.. Chat wit him fer an hour n den went off to bed..
Later need to wake up early to see ma sisters grading.. Dey r in da taekwando n been wishin I wuld cum n see dem gettin graded.. Hahaz.. For da first time, I'll come down n watch..!! Ok..?? Hahaz.. Wish ya luck.. And b4 loggin off... Wat to get fer mum..?? Juz bought a card onli.. Its so beautiful which costs me $7.. Hahaz.. Money doesn't matter anyway.. Da thought dat countz..
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at 1:21 PM
Thursday, April 07, 2005
Argghhh.... Wen I tot ma day will be goin juz fine, the freakin irritatin idiot msg me to borrow another 10 buckz... Gosh..!!! Wat does he think I am..?? ATM Machine..?? Haiz.. No use gettin angry... Nvm... Now its him mayb next time its ma turn.. Bluekz..!! If I ever get into a relationship wit him, I dun think I can manage... Oh God..!!! Dun meet me wit dat kind of dude again... Even as close frenz.. Hahaz... muz run away from him... Wakakaz.. I'm a bad bad evil fren...!!!
Wakakaz... Anyway, I have an exam later and I still wonderin wat to study.. Wakakaz.. Yesterday supposed to study wen Dian, Midzi and Khai planned.. Yes, we did talk bout our electronics chapters at Delifrance but den...........
This irritatin gal starts her nonsense and da concentration fer study soon fades.. Hahaz... Really had a great day yesterday... I was totally crazy wer no one ever sees me in da situation b4 except fer dem... Hahaz.. We even went to da new playground and played cathing... Hahaz.. Da thing is this playground is full of ropes and kind of diff from any other playground.. We climbed like monkeys, complained like little kids, think like an infant... Hahaz.. i miss ma childhood days.. And den da catcher have to start fro this so-called look alike rock climbing and den cross this metal thingy to catch da victims.. Den we cannot run away freely.. muz at least touch any part of da matal or rubber thingy of da playground.. Hahaaz... We den slack at this kopitiam somewhere near der... Hahaz... I was bored so I was thinkin of the "aku masuk, aku nampak" thingy...
Me: Aku masuk..
Khai: Aku nampak..
Me: Aku tengok..
Khai: Aku teropong..
Dian: Aku nampak org mandi..
Khai: Astafiruallahalazim [wit his funny tune n face dat he loves to make which will make us laugh..]
Midzi: Jangan cakap gitu.. Lain kali cakap "Alhamdulillah..".. Hahaz.. [wit his cheeky face..]
Wakakaz... We all also got lots of pronounciation and grammars probz... Hahaz..
Dian= blajar - baje
Midzi= korang tahu tak asal org tu hang dat waterbag of air..?? [aik.. waterbag of air eh..??]
Me= fungsi - fangsi, satu - saku, and lots more..
Hahahz.. Ok Ok.. I dun tink u guyz get anythin from here except fer dat 3 fellowz.. hahaz.. Loggin Off.. Hahaz...
:: I'm laughing ma head off ::
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at 11:41 AM
Wednesday, April 06, 2005
Mornin..!!! Hahaz.. Afternoon..!! Wakakaz.. So sleepy.. Ma eye bags are gettin worse... Dunno wer I shuld go today or do... Hang out wit Syaiful at his house [mind ya we r not alone ok..!!!!] or wait fer Diyana to cum ma house or study wit Dian n Midzi [have u guyz confirm yet..??]... Hahaz... So bored today... Still thinkin of wat I shuld get fer Mum's birthday this Sunday.. Walked at Suntec yesterday wit Syaiful and saw this crystal trophy in this crytal shop... Its so beautiful.. Mum sure will love it.. But da prob is, you hv to order it in advance bout 5 days before esp wen u wanna do sum engravement or put a plate or wateva it is... Haiz... Mayb next yr den..
Anybody hv any idea fer Mum's gift..??
Maybe dat wuld make a great goft fer Mother's Day..
Anyway wen is Mother's Day..?? In May wat ar..??
I'm bored... Listenin to Pug Jelly CD.. Their songs are cool... And ma fav is "Just Another Love Song" followed by "You" and "I" and "Farewell"...
We breathe in deep, I hold you close.
Reach out and close the shutters on the window.
So no one can look in and disturb the peace we have.
Standing there outside the window.
I've been trying, oh for so long.
So I keep trying to right the wrong.
So I write you another love song, but can't make up the werds.
Cause none describe the way that I feel about you.
So I write another verse and hope to show the way I feel inside.
The way I feel about you.
We drive real far, we get real close.
Sit back; start smokin out the car window.
We turn the radio up, forget just wer we are.
Just smokin out the car window.
I'm drivin by myself and I don't feel special.
Yeah when I'm by myself I still don't feel special.
And when I'm by myself I just don't feel special.
Yeah when I'm by myself.
Remember nights spent on the phone, we were alone?
You'll never know, just wat u mean...
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she bitched
at 12:41 PM
Tuesday, April 05, 2005
Aku masuk, aku nampak, aku tengok, aku fikir... Bile mau update...
Aku masuk, aku nampak, aku lihat, aku tertanya apa aku boleh update...
Aku masuk, aku nampak, aku terimbas satu kejadian yang boleh aku update..
Aku masuk, aku nampak, aku ketawa, aku diam, aku tersenge-senge seorang diri macam orang gile...
Aku masuk, aku nampak, aku duduk,aku belajar, aku tulis, aku buat paper yang si sial tu bagi...
Aku masuk, aku nampak, aku keluar, aku bingit, aku jumpa, aku jalan, aku jumpa si jahanam irritatin yang bernama "THE RETURN OF THE JOKER"...
Hahaz... So damn freakinz irritatin.. I'm done wit that, "Aku masuk, aku nampak" bla bla thingy.. Hmmmmmzz... Been kinda quite sumtime since I last update.. Bout a week or so rite..??!! Wakakaz... Just havin da great time of ma life.. Ma life is better as in stable.. It's not ok nor perfect [which will never be]... Hahaz... Been spendin ma time alone n wit frens dat I rarely met such as Diyana.. She gonna chill up at ma house tml..!! Hurray.. At least I wun be alone wit ma family.. Wakakaz...
Werk is also fun now.. Farid treated Diya n me da other day at Popeye n really had a great time... Hahaz..
Me: Perut ku pun makin buncit.. Tengok ah..
Farid: Kalau tu buncit, abe aku dan Diya ape..?? [wit dat irritatin face of his, rubbin his big stomach]
Me: [Usual me wit dat "hehe" laugh]
Farid: Aku dah belanje, makan ah.. dah kesiankan kau seorang diri pat Kiosk... Ake pun dah stress dan bingit dengan pak tua tu..
We also complained bout our OM Lawson.. Hahaz.. We really did so-called gossip... Hahaz.. Farid is funny manz.. Fuck Lawson dude... Hahaz.. Da T2T staff had enugh wit him.. Just layan his nonsense is good enugh.. Wakakaz.. I miss Kay.. She transferred to Chinatown.. Hahaz.. Why muz da cool n great managers be sent away..?? Lucky der is still Ken and Farid at our outlet... Oh Kay, wer r u..???? You r so cool...... I miss ya....
Hahaz.. Sounds like I miss ma own guy but too bad, I'm not a les... Kay is a female.. So obvious rite..? Wakakaz..
Anyway, chill wit Diyana on Sunday night at a void deck.. Hahaz.. Update bout our lives and talk bout our usual topics while eatin our octopus balls... Woo... Delicious..!! Den met Airie, Fred and Hilmi at Mac Cafe on Monday evenin after ma so-called revision for Maths test today.. Hahaz.. So nice meetin dem again.. As usual, dat two buddies or better called da gay partners [Fred and Airie], did a movie which was kind of disgustin but cool.. Hahaz... Guys guys.. And Airie should hv zip off his pants a bit to make it look more realistic.. I agree wit wat Fred said.. Hahaz... Diyana joined us after Hilmi left fer werk... Had fun and thankz gal for company da night wit me.. hahaz..
Ok.. Fer today, I'm kinda struck wit bad luck.. Hahaz.. Maths test was bad.. As usual, I complained.. Dian was the main victim, followed by Syaiful.. Hahaz.. Nice..
And Syaiful is the most irritatin idiot in this world..!!! Hahaz.. He makes ma day and at the same time, spoils ma day.. No wonder, he re-name his contact in ma phone from "Syaiful Charlton" to "The Return Of Joker"... He is one mysterious guy wit lots of riddles and jigsaw puzzles in his life n his werds.. I can go crazy wit him manz.. Hahaz.. And he was really crazy in da train juz now.. Gosh, I dun even noe wer to put ma face... Hahaz.. Really out of da tune.. He danced, he crapz, he laughs, he is juz so SILLY juz now.. Hahaz... I was kinda frustrated wit him though.. Idiotz.. We did talked bout everything... Not bad fer a guy.. He has a lot of opinions n views.. In short, I had fun wit him.. Hahaz.. Irritatin guyz will always be fun to hang out wit....
:: I'm Havin Fun Wit Ma Life ::
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at 10:51 PM
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