Haiz.. waitin for ma baby to call... He's not back yet.. He's not ma guy though,... I mean yet.. Mayb sooner or later.. Hahaz.. Anyway i'm havin fun wit ma sis..!! Chattin wit her n one of her crew... She's a breakdancer.. Enemy Ground... Hahaz.. N her crew, Hakim is a fun dude.. wish to meet him.. Find him friendly... Hahaz... He's werkin at Burger King at raffles link.. Hahaz... We join our forces n kena ma sis.. Poor her... 2 against 1... haahz... I dunno wat to type.. Havin real good time now.. Dun even feel sleepy at all......
He's not goin to sch tml too... I mean today.. Arghhhh... Reminds me of that i hv a test tml.. Shit.. Got a date wit Airie too tml.. Hehe.. Niwaez.. Call me.. N to Hakim, nice chattin wit ya.. Kip in touch.. N to ma dearie sis.. I miss ya n thankz for makin ma day a great one.. Hahaz... See ya in da morn..!! n u will own me a treat soon... Remember da dare...??
hahaz.. Goin off..! Knock off...............................
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Thursday, January 27, 2005
Ma day was totally wrecked by ma ownself..!! Arrgghh... I didn't bring wat i was supposed to bring n was in deep shit.. Early mornin n ma body givin problems alreadi... Wah.. Wat a bad day.. Need to learn to bring that thingy everyday.. In emergency.. Hahaz.. Onli Midzi, ma sis Dian n me noe wat i tokin bout now.. Hahaz.. Midzi even asked me to buy that thingy at the shop n i told him i dun wan but end up findin it.. But der was no sight of dat thingy.. Luckily Marina brought dat thingy to save me.. Hahaz.. thnakz gal... I even end up finish da 1 whole chocolate box to maself.. hahaz.. Sorry sis didn't left u any coz was totally stressed out 'bout that thingy.. afraid wat it culd do to me.. Hahaz.. faham-faham je la.. hahaz... n forgive didn't ask u along to da toilet.. Emergency.. Hahaz... Ma baby called early mornin wen i wan on ma way to sch.. miss him.. haahz.. He told me he was sorry.. I've forgiven u long time baby.. Hahaz.. I'm hard to get angry wit ya.. Though i will b, it will only lasted for awhile onli.. Hahaz.. And its was so sweet of u to msg tru da singtel free msg online.. I smiled n blushed in class juz now.. Lucky me i was sittin behind.. hehez.. I got separated wit ma sis though.. Sat wit Marina today.. Hahaz.. Another sis..
Ok.. today class was great.. Firstly, sis dian was wit me all da way n makes ma day.. We chilled esp in INTPRG lecture.. hahaz.. Maths was fun too coz da teacher is lame.. N Alvis kor kor so bad.. he shoot da MATHS n INTPRG lecturer.. Hahaz.. So cool bro.. u really got a sharp mouth.. & i wasn't ladylike at all today.. Sat wit ma legs stuck under the table like a guy.. hahaz.. No manners like dat.. & ma sis was kinda irritatin.. I wanted to slp wen she continuosly knocked on da table to disrupt ma beautiful slp.. Hahaz.. Well, today ma sis nvr eat.. Haiz.. She says she's fat wen she is not even at all..!! How can i ever convince u gal..?? U breakdance smmore u noe dat..?? Mahmud will love u for u n no matter wat happen to u.. So dun worry if u put on weight a bit ok.. U're still slim ok..!! Dun b like a skeleton..!! It wuld b an ugly sight.!! Hahaz..
Well, da four of us went to Beach Road to buy food b4 headin to ma hm.. Khai treated us today coz he got his pay yesterday.. Hahaz.. Bought smthin for sis to eat.. Hahaz.. Padan muka kena forced by midzi..!! hahaz.. Makan makan juga.. Jaga kesihatan juga.. ok sis..?? I dun wish to see u fall sick... I do care bout u gal..!! Ma sweetest sis..!! Today also ma another freaky day.. Kept pronouncin werd wrgly n differently.. Hahaz... Haiyo.. Anyway... Goin off now... Really make ma sis laugh juz now.. We even met this one minah n kutuk her... Hahaz.. Da foue of us was sittin beside each other but sms each other n laugh out loud.. Guess da minah suspects... Sorry ya to talk behind ya u minah.. U really look suckz anyway... hahaz..
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Wednesday, January 26, 2005
Wooo hooo... Wednesday at last..!! Cool n Great..!! No sch today n i woke up late to meet ma buddies..! Called ma dearest baby but culdn't get tru.. Suppose to wake him up but wen can't get tru him.. Tot he switched off his phone n to ma surprise, his line was cut off.. Hahaz.. Pity ma poor baby.. Miss ya manz.. Pay ur bills ok.. Muackz.. Next time lend ur money wisely.. Anyway, ma plan didn't go well.. Supposed to meet ma buddies at 9 n study till 11.. After dat we'll play badminton from 12 till 2.. Hahaz.. Like wat i said, plan didn't go went well.. All were late coz overslept.. Last nite Midzi n Khai went hm from ma house at 11.30 p.m.. While ma sis slept late.. Hahaz.. Poor Khai dat he hv to asked his dad to fetch him hm last nite coz der were no MRT nor bus.. N lucky, Midzi stayed smwer near me..
So, Midzi met me at 9.45 at our usual meetin place.. I was early but hv to go back again went i realised at the station dat i fgt to bring ma racket.. Hahaz.. So again, I'm late.. & co-incidence Midzi n I wore da same colour tees.. Yellow.. We did looked like a couple.. Hahaz.. Ppl all tot so.. Hahaz.. *haiz*.. hahaz.. Had our breakfast at Mac while waitin for ma sis n Khai.. Was lookin forward for her presence.. Miss her.. Just love her around.. N der she came wit her racket stuck inside her new bag..!! Bau Kedai sehz..!! Hahaz.. n it was da very first time i saw her wore slippers.. She nvr leaves hm without socks n shoes wen meetin us.. But this time.. Wow.. Haahz.. She also had her breakfast while waitin for another late-comer, Khai.. Hahaz... Guess all are addicted to ma habit of comin late.. Hahaz..
After khai reached which was bout 11 plus.. We hang out n chat for while.. Didn't study at all.. Went to book court n played.. from 11.30 till 2.. hahaz.. Real exhausted.. Dian cute.. Hahaz.. I disturbed her by takin pics of her while she was playin.. She hate her pics to b taken.. Hahazz.. Da four us played doubles for da first hour.. Couple-couple.. Me n Midzi while Dian n Khai.. N we won.. Haahz.. But today ma playin suckz.. I couldn't even handle smackz..!!! Freakz manz..!!! Today really ain't maself.. Can't even take a shot nor serve properly.. Was really crazy n haywire today.. Dancin like an idiot while playin.. Hahaz.. N i played well wit ma sis.. hahaz.. had a totally great fun wit her.. we even smtimes missed the shot wen we tot dat each other was bout to take da shot.. hahaz.. Crazy just now.. I did sweat lots wen played wit Midzi alone.. hahaz.. Da smackz, runnin to each sides for da shot, da front tackling[Midzi's fav].. Phewww....
Went to sit outside after dat.. Ate cup noodles after Khai went.. He hv to tutor sum1.. Hahaz.. guess wat..?? I did it again.. I spilled the noodles after takin lots picz.. Haiyo... Quickly packed up n went hm.. So paiseh..!! Hahaz.. Walked hm wit Midzi.. Sent off ma dearie Sis.. Wish she was ma real blood sis.. She's more cooler than ma own.. Did sm push ups n sit ups after i reached hm n slept.. was waitin for ma baby boy to call.. Waited n waited till I fell asleep.. And den ma phone rang n its HIM..!!! hehez.. At last.. Miss u badly baby.. Tok till ma parents came back.. He gonna called me back after dat... And till now i waited... Still no sign of him.. Guess he's asleep.. Nitez sweetie... Sweet dreamz..! N ma sis too..!!! I miss u..!! Come to school tml ok..! Maths at 8..! Dun b late..!!
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at 9:33 PM
Tuesday, January 25, 2005
Great.. One whole day of bad luck..!! hahaz... As usual, i was late.. Its a habit since young so forgive me for makin u wait ya ma sweet fren Midzi.. Hahaz.. Ma sis Dian too.. Hahaz.. But i was kinda early.. So met Midzi at our usual place n head off to school.. Ma sis juz woke up n inform me dat she's not comin for lecture n dats is wen i tot of cabut again.. hahaz.. So..... Wen reach da Dover station, tried to physco Midzi to cabut n he said "Yes.!".. Hahaz.. Cool manz.. Love ya lots.. Hahaz... Went to hv a light breakfast which was roti prata at fc 3.. Den we went for out tutorial n met up ma sis.. Tot of cabutin again but didn't coz i need to hv ma revenge..!! Hahaz.. it wuld more cool if da whole gang is in da same gems grp.. Esp jeff n Ben.. Da bastard.!! hahaz.. Sis was late.. Good thingy u come even though u're late if not... u noe wat.. N sorry for dat blu-blacked mark pinch.. Didn't do it on purpose.. u noe i love u so much rite sis..?? Muackz.. I'll treat u a lollipop ok..?? Hahaz.. So cute.. Durin tutorial, Midzi, Dhiya n me went to shoot off lotsa ques to da presenters.. REVENGE..!! Haahz.. Sis tried to help in givin more ques.. Cool ya.. U shuld've hv juz spill out to dem manz.. hahaz.. But noe wat guyz..?? I was told to maintain ma ques..! Dat totally pissed me off n i'm startin to hate this lecturer... Da class isn't as kecoh as ma class.. Kinda bored.. Its a great thingy dat i hv ma loved ones wit me in da class.. Sis Dian n Midzi.. hahaz.. Love ya guyz lots lots manz.. Onli we r missin Khai.. Haiz..
Guyz, u wanna noe wat happen durin ma lunch break..?? wen ma grp was 'bout to hv a taste of our dish..?? Wen everything seem alright at first..?? Wen we didn't expect somethin to happen..?? Ok ok.. I'm exaggeratin a bit here.. Out wit it Dee.. I spilled ma drink on da table.. Ma goodness.. Was so paiseh.. Dunno wer to put ma face manz.. Lucky thingy was dat der wasn't much ppl... Hahaz.. Ok ok.. Not gonna elaborate this further.. We onli change our place to another table.. Arghh.. Wateva it is..
Ate till we drop n was time to b in class but me n khai kept quite n Midzi too.. hahaz... While Dian n Alvis were talkin.. Joined da conversation hopin dey didn't realise da time but in da end... dey found out.. Thanks to u Alvis kor for bein so observant.. Hahaz.. Class was borin.. Dun understand y da ETRCCT tutorial lecturer onli remembers me n sis's name.. Mayb we're cute.. hahaz.. Crapz manz.. Den for our MMDT, Midzi went to make a photoshop thingy for khai.. i'll posted it tml or wed..
hahaz..
Ma sis, Midzi n me went to Bugis after sch.. Pity dat khai culdn't make it.. hahaz.. had fun.. Went to shop for ma cutie sis a bag.. She wanna a bagpack... Tired of slings bag.. It hurts manz.. Have to agree wit u sis..!! Haahz.. Bought maself a shirt... B.U.M... Red colour... Haahz... cool... Its been some time since ma sis spent this kind of quality time wit her.. Feel great wit her around.. Onli she can read ma mind well... hahaz... Really appreaciate u manz sis..!! Miss her wen she not around.. And yeah.. Can't wait up for tml.. Gonna play badminton wit her.. She's comin down.. Keep ya updated guyz..!!
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at 10:16 PM
Monday, January 24, 2005
Supposed to go to school today but in da end...... Haiz... Midzi, Khai n me cabut again... Tot onli for da first lesson but damn....... Hahaz... God knows wat... Wen we were at Dover MRT, Khai suddenly said, "Sssshhhhhh"... Midzi n i gave an "wat-the-hell" look n so we kept quiet n try to figure out wat was happenin n weird in da train.. But after the train went off from Dover Station, Khai went so excited n den its was wen we both realise dat he meant to Cabut..!! Hahaz... Wat a cool guyu... Hahaz... We den decided on wer to go.. He wanted to go hm nor study or anythin benefial but not watchin movie... Hahaz.. HOwever, its here wen i came... Kept irritate them not to alight at any station except Raffles Place so can watch movie..!! Hahaz.. Its was 2 against 1.. Midzi n me badly wanted to watch "Shall we Dance?".. And at last, wen reached the
Dhouby Ghaut station, we went to book 3 tickets for ourselves.. hahaz.. Da next thingy i noe is dat i went to shop n so i waste ma money.. Hahaz.. Haiyo.. Money-grabber n money-spender.. Hahaz.. I'm so kind-hearted.. Haahz.. Self-praise.. earlier on wen we went to had our breakfast at Jurong Point, i treated dem Ice-Blended drinks.. This time dey choose a diff flavour.. Khai asked for a cinnamon instead of Pure Vanilla while Midzi asked for White Choc Dream instead of Pure Chocolate.. While me, Ultimate is da best..!! Haahz.. Midzi also brought pizzas for us.. Kinda delicious but i still prefer Hawaiian da best..! Next time bring dat horz..!!! Hahaz..
Bought a Fox Jacket at P.S... Havin sale.. Supposed to buy a long sleeve shirt but in da end, u see it for urself.. Ma plan always go da other way round.. even today nite we supposed tro study but in da end...... Hahaz... I dun wish to say.. Hope tml we will study.. Mayb at ma house if mum allows.. She noes Midzi n Khai.. They r good guys anyway... Hahaz...
The movie was great i strongly recommend it for couples.. Dancin is passion.. Dance wit ur heart n soul.. Get da moves rite n sway ur lover wit the sexy moves dat explains ur needs for the love.. Hahaz.. Y m i so into this..?? As usual.. Very romantic gal i m.. Hahaz...
Met Airie at n his frens at Clementi.. Was kinda nervous meetin baby but kept a brave upfront.. Hahaz.. Didn't tok much wit dem n ain't maself wit dem.. Guess da hyper me was away dat time.. Hahaz... He sent me home.. Hehe... Though we met n just known each other it seems like known him for quite some time... Hahaz... Muackz..!
Besides this, i'm a part-time counsellor.. Went to counsel n console ma younger sis's fren who had a big fight wit da dad.. Hahaz... Went tru this n so i noe how it feels.. Do hv da confidence n courage... Most imp thingy is dat never ever deceive urself..!! Hahaz... Have faith.. & prove ur dad dat he is wrg n he'll regret for makin u suffer due to his depression.. He'll one day realise dat u care n love him.. Ain't like ur bro.. Take care..!!!
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at 11:32 PM
me n ma blood sis..!! ooppzzz..... so farnie... hehe.... anyone noes y we laugh...?? hMMM..
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at 11:32 PM
Sunday, January 23, 2005
Sunday is here again n it ain't a rest day for me... Work work work... Another bad day i shall say... Wanna noe y..?? Der's no enugh staff n i'm thrown to kiosk... Bloody kiosk..!! Hate werkin der... Lotsa crockroaches..!! Crawling n eatin.. Fat n skinny ones.. Dark n light ones.. Gross manz... I was pissed off early in da morn wen came to werk..! Bro Hann n da other midnight shift werkin at outlet found a rat in da outlet..!! Oh ma gawd..! Da thingy is dat they didn't report to da pest busters nor throw it after caught it.. Instead, they kept it in a paper bag..! You guys are totally crazy n out of ya mind... even got da cheek to let me see..!! I'll freak out ya noe bro..!! Eeeewww... Disgustin n Freakin Gross..!! Next, while werkin at kiosk, i was really truly ashamed wen customers saw cockroaches... Hahaz.. I managed to kill most of it except the fat ones... They hv a disgustin appearance.. Hahaz.. Glad ma plan werk after re-adjustin da position of the powder container near da utensils.. N after wiping again n again da continents counter n the both e.b n IB sides... Shiny..!! There were lesser cockroaches dat show up..
Enugh of cockroaches.. Juz make me lose ma appetite in writin.. Hahaz.. i was so daring to leave the kiosk alone while went to Burger King to buy ma lunch.. Was so hungry.. Wanna call outlet but think again der were no staff n Wati also didn't even show up... Understood her position coz was in her position yesterday.. sux manz..!! Kinda glad dat nthin happen while i was away n da auntie from the bamboo sweet shop look out for me.. hahaz..
Anyway, meet ma baby boy at airport... Hahaz... Brought him a cheesecake n 1000 leaves... Plus the black forest mocha.. hehe... he wore really formal no wonder ppl look at u baby... hahaz... You still look good.. Just dun slouch n sit straight..!!!
After dat went to fai's house n met up izan n khairi under his blk first... went to help dem forge ppl's signature... hahaz.. Kinda cruel wen givin names to our own peepz.. Went to give him a board wit the "hall of fames" of CBTL T2T..!! As usual, me n wati put "Semut Part 1 & 2"..
hahaz... N da other present was an "Ultraman".. Bought it for him coz of his hair... Hahaz..
Was kinda borin at first.. Onli Khai, Fad, Bro Hann, Izan, Farihan, wati n Me..!! But da smashin him up was kinda cool... at the carpark... hahaz.. I started the party.. Put whipped cream on him n kena his face..!! Sorry ya.. Hahaz.. was exhausted wen reach hm n slept..! Sorry ya baby didn't tok much... Was 'drunk' wit dreams... Hahaz..
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at 10:09 PM
Saturday, January 22, 2005
This is wat i believe in... Drew it on ma wardrobe door... You still have to go tru da bits n pieces of life even wen its broken into pieces... been tru this every single day of ma life... everyday is a challenge.. Hope ya guys hv da patience n will in doin ur dream.. But most importantly is b urself..!!! Love ya all..!!
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at 9:17 PM
Damnz... I wish i wasn't even born..!! Manz, this feelin i havin now is so suckin.. God, please help me.. Parents can smtimes b a pain in da ass.. I dun really mean dat actually.. Lettin am feelings out now.. Juz got a fight wit ma mum.. Pleadin, misunderstandin, love, pain, jealousy... Haiz.. Gave up manz.. I'm not runnin after money but ur love mum.. Money wun do anythin.. It can't buy love.. Sorry bout juz now... Just can't pretend though i'm very gd pretender but not this time.. I just hv to let it go.. Been keepin it for long.. I need ur love mum.. Ur hug n sympathy wen i'm down.. Ur kiss to show me u care n thank god for havin me in this world.. Tell me i'm ur everything... Juz these small simple things i need n wished from u.. I'm not jealous or "merajuk" coz u bought younger sis somethin n didn't even buy me a single thing... Just dat i dun get dat from u wen i was her age.. U shuld noe how i was treated.. I'm da eldest... I'm aware of dat very well.. Scoldins, beatings, caning, naggings were a norm for me in those days... But now..?? See both da sis.. They get wat i even juz got now... *haiz*... I'm weerkin now n i can managed ma own life... da onli thing i'm left out is trust n love from ma own parents.. I can pretend dat this doesn't happen but in ma mind, this is da very day i learnt most n ma maturity is gained... I always hide ma feelings n not show it off.. Even wen i'm really mad or disappointed wit u n dad.. I'm not blamin u n dad everythin.. I admit part of it is me.. I dun open up ma feelings with u... i'm just so secretive.. Ma motive was not to bother n burden ppl esp u n dad... I rather suffer than makin u both stressed up.. I just want a big happy family with love circling around us.. Guess till here.. I will give back ur money... I realli dun want it.. Hope u understand me... Feel me from da inside.. Not who i m outside.. Coz i can pretend very well.. Onli wen i'm totally break down den i cry.. n dun mistook me of crying coz i hv bad feeling wit u.. Instead I'm thankin god i hv u n wish u hv known me better n cherish me.. You hv been in ma mind every sec mum & dad... I love u both..!! Muackz..!! Miss u so much though u r in da house now.. I feel apart from u... Realli.......... :(
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at 8:12 PM
This is me..!!! Wit ma new GUCCI spec..!! Hahaz... Cute rite..?? Hahaz.. So bored.. Take photos lahz...
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at 12:45 AM
Friday, January 21, 2005
Cool... Hari Raya Haji.. A day wen sacrifice are founded.. Sacrifice is really a big werd.. Hmm.. Been der, done dat.. Haiz.. Esp wen ya in love.. He even msg me juz now.. Was surprised.. Hahaz.. Gonna meet him tml mornin at werk.. Didn't met him since he came back fr Malacca.. *sigh*.. Fgt bout dat.. Got a new life now.. Hahaz.. Today spent the whole afternoon at ma granny's place at Clement while dearie went to Bedok n den off to werk from der.. He's werkin now i guess.. Poor him.. N i need to invent a reminder or an alert weneva he hunch..!! Bet ya hunchin now also..!! u noe who u r..!! Sit up staight..!! Hahaz.. Not gd for ur health ya noe dat baby..?? Hahaz.. Miss ya..!! N pls baby walk straight n smartly...! u noe wat i mean.. u look better dat way sweetheart... Trust me.. Muackz..!
Ma fav cousin, Anis, is gettin engaged.. A yr younger than me.. Congrats gal.. Syah is a great guy though he might not b very gd-lookin n like a 'wak2'.. Still i bet u love him for him.. Every1 likes him n thanked him for bein matured n b himself.. U got urself a great guy.. Saw u changin from worst to bad in character wise.. Improvement.. Hahaz.. u noe wat i mean.. Hahaz.. n y u came late juz now..?? Was so bored ya noe dat...?? this time i came early hopin to c ya but end up da other way round.. glad i culd spend time wit ya.. Yelah, Chinese New Yr u gettin engage mahz.. Hahaz.. Miss ya.. Do go out wit me horz..!! Dun u dare to fgt me..!!
Ok.. Today i received a total of $49 from ma parents, aunts & uncles.. Hahaz.. Luck luck.. Hmmm.. Today kinda in a gd mood.. Dunno y.. Didn't even scold ma both sis.. I even controlled maself wen i started to get angry.. hahaz.. Tryin to get maself back.. The gal with onli positive attitude & thinkin.. Cheerful n always hv a smile on her face every sec... *haiz*.. Hahaz.. CRAPZ.. So irritatin rite..??
Tml werkin n i so lazy to get up in da morn.. Serve those irritatin customers.. Juz wishin i do e.b.. So lazy to b cashier.. N wishin i dun see cockroaches at werk.. Ders thousands of dem der.. So irriatin n gross... I wun continue in detail. Juz make me sick juz wit da wer 'cockroaches'.. Hate da sight of dem... Eewww... Arrgghh...
I'm pissin off so peace out yaz..!! ;) Muackz..!
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at 11:05 PM
Thursday, January 20, 2005
Today ain't a one hell of a day. Instead its kinda bored. Ma sis dian isn't in school. She's sick.. Poor thingy.. Luckily ders Marina.. Ma another sis.. Hahaz.. Anyway, i was left by Midzi..!! His stupid idiotic phone ain't werkin well & in da end culdn't get tru him.. So iriitatin.. Buy new one lah.. You rich mahz.. Hahaz.. I was late as usual & luck was wit me.. The train came wen the moment i reached da platform.. Blame maself for wakin up late n ma laziness. Slept at 3 a.m last nite.. Was chattin wit Airie but he "dump" me in da end! Humph! So bad of u! Haahz.. Kiddin.. No bad feelings ya.. Muackz! Hahaz..
Sch sux today. Whole day lecture. Lecturers lectures us like some parents naggings their kids.. Hey, we've grown up manz..!! The more lecture u gave us the more rebellious we bcum.!! Ever Realize dat, lecturerz..??!! Arrggghh.. Glad ders 'Internet Programmin' practical.. If not i'll died of lectures.. Hahaz.. Guess i'm improvin on ma programmin thoughi hate it to da max.!! However, der's 1 happenin thingy durin maths lecture..!! Hahaz.. da 1B03 very bastard sehz.. They took this pineapple tart meant for 1B23 which was placed on a table outside da class.. They cekop n ate da whole container.. Hahaz.. da thingy is dat dey still can offer our maths lecturer.. haiyo..!! But was caught red-handed in da end.. Kenny who took it n da class rep apologise to da 1B23 lec in da end.. Somethin at least.. Hahaz.. Den durin dat "dark faced" Moon Choon's lec, i was damn freakin bored.. ma class, onli Midzi, Kai, Alvis n me attend.. Da rest cabut.. Damnz.. Shuld hv juz go on wit da plan.. Marina skip class n didn't bother to inform me..She promise to inform but in da end.. CRAP..!! Hahaz.. Sorry ya... Kiddin gal.. u noe me... So bored u noe juz now..!! Zzzz.. Only God noe how m feelingz... :l Dun assume anymore ya..!!
And yeah.. Wanna noe smthin..?? Khai confessed he drooled while slipin last nitez..!! Hahaz.. Da size of his 'air basi' / 'saliva patch' was like da size of one's hand.. Eeewww... Grow up dude..!! Wat u dramt till like dat.?? Ayu or Huda..?? Hahaz... Tokin 'bout Ayu, i wanna say sorry ya.. Hahaz.. For dat long irritatin harsh sarcastic hurtful lecture i gave ya... Brought ya down & so i'll try ma best not to do it again so i wun hurt ma bez buddy.. BUt bout da "L" thingy i wun stop... Loser? Love? Lame? Hahaz..
Lastly... Sorry baby.. hahaz.. Slept so early.. Too tired i guess.. Was supposed to wait for ur call / msg but in da end ma bed was callin me.. Hahaz.. Take care ya..!! Miss ya..!!
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at 10:26 PM
"Only One"
Broken this fragile thing now
And I can't, I can't pick up the pieces
And I've thrown my words all around
But I can't, I can't give you a reason
I feel so broken up (so broken up)
And I give up (I give up)
I just want to tell you so you know
Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, there's just no one that gets me like you do
You are my only, my only one
Made my mistakes, let you down
And I can't, I can't hold on for too long
Ran my whole life in the ground
And I can't, I can't get up when you're gone
And something's breaking up (breaking up)
I feel like giving up (like giving up)
I won't walk out until you know
Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, there's just no one who gets me like you do
You are my only, my only one
Here I go so dishonestly
Leave a note for you my only one
And I know you can see right through me
So let me go and you will find someone
Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, there's just no one, no one like you
You are my only, my only one
My only one
My only one
My only one
You are my only, my only one
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at 1:26 AM
Wednesday, January 19, 2005
Late, late, late... Why m i nvr early..??!! Hahaz... Should do sm reflections rite yo...?? hahaz... Though today der's onli 1 lesson, Character Development, I still dun bother to make an extra effort to b early.. Poor Midzi... He always wait for me.. Hahaz.. If ya readin this, plz forgive me a thousands time... Hahaz.. You're ma very good, great, closest fren.. Hahaz... I'll try to b early tml... Hahaz... Guess it will nvr happen.. Bn sayin that everyday to u... Hmmm...
I juz so pissed off wit ma class.... Y muz dey assume..?? Me & Midzi..?? Never.. hahaz.. He's juz a fren to moi.. Juz 'coz we're so close like a couple doesn't mean we r a couple... Agree..?? Haiyo.. So narrow-minded...!!
School ends at 11.30 today.. & straight head to Hougang Sports Complex.. Badminton.. Wat else.. Just for Khai.. He wanted badly to play... Hahaz... Exercise too.. But before that we head to MacDonalds.. Eat first yo... N guess wat..?? Dian joined us..!!! She even played badminton.. Hahaz.. Its rare... She makes ma day manz... Ma dearie sis.. Hahaz... Today ma performance suckz manz... Hahaz... Moreover, wen got this few primary school kids wanted challenge us.. So Midzi, Khai n me took turns to challenge dem.. They suckz manz... Hahaz... Play badminton like one kuku like that.. Hahaz.. Gave them a good smack n hit one of da idiot gals... hahaz... M so cruel, rite..?? Speakin for ma ownself... Bluek..!! Irritatin yo..!
So i went hm wit Midzi alone n chose to walk home... From Hougang to Seng Kang.. And da great thingy is dat he send me home... Hahaz.. Ain't lonely manz... Cool wit him around... 'Coz i tend to complain lotsa thingy 'bout me to him.. He's da lendin ear... hahaz.. And told him how much i love ma pap.. N also ma family probs.. Esp 'bout ma sis..!! Humph... Life wuld b better without younger sis..! They're juz a pain in da ass... Hahaz... Hate hate also i still love them... They're ma sis anyway... God's gift..
Pheww.. Hehez.. I dunno wat i shuld write.. Hmmm.. Or how to put it in werds.. hmmmm.. Guess i'll start off with gettin to noe this guy wen i was out wit da SP students for Hari Raya last yr.. He caught ma attention but i trry to stop figurin wat i was feelin... Afraid i'll fall in deep shit again... Like da one wit Faredz.. *haiz*.. But i guess ma thought was wrg.. Changed ma mind after gettin along wit him these few days.. A great guy indeed... Know how to make me smile n blush... I'm maself wit him.. Da onli thing is dat i've yet to meet him... NOw on da phone wit him.. hehe.. He juz make me dumbfounded n blush.. Oh god..!! Bn sometime since i'm like this.. M i in love..?? Hahaz... God.. Help ya..!! I'm totally not in function after seeing his blog.. So i guess i'll update nex time... Not even talkin now... Jus bein dumb on da phone wit him.. Oh please... You're romantic.. _ _ _ _ ya..! Thanks for givin me a new life.. Hehez.. Ooopz.. B4 leavin, da guy i tokin 'bout is Airie...
Peace out yeoz !! ;)
she bitched
at 11:31 PM
