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Tuesday, April 19, 2005

Well well... Been thinkin lots lately.. Bout eveythin.. Ya noe, esp bout life n individuals.. Hmmm.. Ok.. Wer should i start..? I dunno exactly but I guess i'll start wit individuals..

Every person has their diff characters n bla bla rite..? Yeah.. I mix wit all kinds of ppl n ages.. Name it.. The emos, da breakers, da bitches, da lamers, da copycats, da aunties, da parents... I juz love hearing ppl story n imagine da scenario wen dey story-telling it to me.. Put maself in their shoes n feel da sufferin.. Yeah, by imaginin u can't really feel it but if u do it wit ur heart n not onli ur mind, u can actually feel da torture every individual is goin tru.. See, everyone of us is goin tru problems.. No one is problem free.. A person can smile n laugh wit all her/his heart but wat's behind dat smile n laughter..?? Sadness..?? Anger..?? Loneliness..?? We will nvr know.. Look at an individual tru da heart not juz da appearance.. Feel him/her wen dey try to get support n shelter from u... This is also wer we can treasure friendship n relationships dat hv been builded years, weeks, months or even days ago.. We can also say "hey, i'm here for u always.. Juz ring me up n i'm beside ya.. Smile always..! Take care..!", to make sum1 feel better.. AND dun juz say it, do it plz.. Prove it.. ACTION SPEAKS LOUDER THAN WORDS... Remember that..

And as fer da other party, think positive.. See, if we keep on wit our negativeness, we wun allow anyone to get tru us.. Always think dat der is always sum1 fer ya and dat ya not lonely.. If u think u r lonely, den make use of da opportunity to think widely.. Think bout life n wat u've been tru in this life.. Wat u hv learnt n wat r da things u can avoid n change.. Do u guys noe dat it is wen u r lonely, dat we tend to hv a more maturity thinkin..?? Yeah.. And negativeness sucks... Ok example.. "Life sucks".. Why do ppl say dat..?? Juz coz dat smthin bad is happenin to ur life , u said dat..?? U blame it on life..?? Hey.. Look at da other side of view.. Who's life is it..? urs rite..?? Its u who choose to b in this kind of life.. If ya dun like it, change.. Change fer da better of u n ur surrounding.. Firstly, understand urself n learn how to accept urself.. If ya not able to do so, how can u expext ppl to understand n accept u..?? Just be urself.. Believe in urself.. Dun need to bother pleasin sum1 wen u hv to change u bein u..! Ppl should accept u fer urself n not acceptin u fer bein a copycat or imitation of sum celebraties or wateva it is.. Also, learn how to accept things calmly wit lots of patience and a smile even though it could b a bad one.. You'll nvr noe wats da reason bhind it.. Believe dat everythin happens fer a reason.. Juz smile n accept wateva life has store fer ya.. A smile can make u feel better.. Or better, a hug.. Ask a gf, bf,fren, bestfren, mum or dad or whoever fer hug ya.. Juz say u need one n dat ya feelin down.. I bet dey wun mind... A hug n smile means a lot.. It keeps da werld go round.. Just like love..

Gotta go now.. Mayb i'll continue wen i'm free.. Gotta clean up ma mess now.. Hehe.. And keep on smillin ma dear frens.. You'll nvr noe who's falling fer it...! And dun b grumpy/sad/angry or any negative emotions.. It will just gonna destroy ur life more.. Now dat sucks...! Laugh n smile wit ur heart out..!! I love u guys.. Miss ya.. Esp ma dearie sistaz.... Dian, Wati, Alinah n Fizah.. Da ppl who hv been ma supportin walls wen I'm down wit life.. And to u too, Airie.. Smile..!

MUUUAAACCCCKKZZZZZ.........! *HUGZ*

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at 10:52 AM