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Thursday, March 17, 2005

Hey peepz.. I'm back.. To update fer while wen I dun even have da mood fer it actually.. Spend ma day wit ma bitches yesterday.. I love u guyz..!! Went to play pool wit Dian n her frens too.. First time I met Hakim.. N also errmm... Naseer n Yogi.. Rite..?? Hahaz.. Had so much fun n laughter der.. Had a crazy day der wen Lembu made those idioticz mistake.. hahaz.. We played at Lucky Plaza.. Lembu drop by too since he goin out wit Phoebe later..

The bitches which obviously includes me, had our right top ears pierced together.. Checked out da picz at Ugly Moron 1 aka Piper's blog.. Hahaz.. Idiot bitches.. Hahaz.. And check out Phoebe wearing "tudung"...!! hahaz... U look cute sis..!!! Wakakaz... And fer the whole journey, Phoebe n me complained of wanna shit..!! We were really full of shit yesterday.. Ate a lot n our stomach was actually bloated.. It looks freakin fugly..!! Hahaz.. So much fun n enjoyment..! Gonna take a photo next friday which is the next bitches outing.. All this shit came from Fizah aka Phoebe.. Hahaz.. Was supposed to take it yesterday but wit her complains n crampy-wanna-shit-irritatin-tryin-hard-to-'please give me a chance' face, we postphoned it on our next outing.. Hahaz.. Idioticz..!! Real bitch manz..

So much fun n laughter but I ended up wit a really bad day which spoils ma mood to do a single shit which I must do.. Ma modem was crazy idiot [culd not log in to da net], had an arguement wit ma parents n also broke up wit Airie.. Dun ask me a fuckin thing bout it.. I'm still down and not able to share wateva I hv in both mind n heart.. I miss him though I was da one who suggest coz it was diff on his part to say.. Can read it.. Its ok dude.. I'm not blamin u on everythin n i dun hate ya at all.. It was partly ma fault too.. I wun say here nor tell ya.. Guess I'm too late fer anything, not even to ask if we can patch or not.. I not tryin to sound so desperate of love but frankly, I wasn't willingly to let ya go wen i was sayin it.. Did dat coz was thinkin on ur part.. I'm givin ya lots probs fer da moment n i understand the shitty feelin u goin tru now.. Wer it fades wen bein disturbed.. Should've hv told me earlier.. And also it was dumb on me too fer not realisin it earlier.. No use of fakin anyway n thanks fer the wonderful journey I hv wit u.. Never been in this shit b4.. Kinda diff I shall say.. Unique.. I noe u're bein truthful n dat nvr cheated on me.. I'm glad n appreciate bout it.. Its da other thingy of human beings dat botherin u which I guess onli u n i noe..

Anyway, meetin ma bitches this sat coz I really need dat bitches hug n consollin.. I love u guys.. I guess I will b on ma bed all day if I dun noe u bitches.. Esp Phoebe fer understandin n givin me support.. Haiz.. And ma sis Dian.. Thankz fer bringin laughter in ma life.. and informin bout da bloggy thinghy coz I wuldn't noe bout it since ma modem had gone crazy.. Wish u luck n all da best wit Mahmud.. Dun keep him in da dark like I had.. U get wat I'm tokin do u..??

Learnt lots of lesson as each day past by.. Esp in relationshipz n life... And some things are to b kept to urself.. Have to agree now wit Midzi n Dian.. Guess its so true.. And like wat Airie said, life has to move on.. Wat for fakin n hurtin ownself.. Feel so tight n sufferin.. Goin off now.. I wish I dun hv feelings at all.. Can I stay the bitchy me..?? I can.. Of coz.. Coz da bicthes will always be the bicthes aka charmed ones.. Hahaz... Crapz..

Did I sound like I was dyin..?? Hahaz... Sound kinda stupid bein so emo.. But wat to do.. This is me.. Accept it or get freakin fuckin lost..!!! Take care aite..!! Idiots will always b an idiot... Rite, bitches..?? Wakakaz...

she bitched
at 6:48 PM