Wednesday, March 02, 2005
I'm dead.. I really dun feel like doin any single shit.. I'm sick of everything... Tired of those shitty werds.. Tired of those hurtful tears.. Tired of gettin hurt.. Tired of fakin n forcin maself to smile as if life is so nice n beautiful... Haiz.. Why must I lie to maself.?? Haiz.. Questions lingerin inside ma head.. loads of dem.. Wishin everyday wuld b better but it bcum worsen.. I should b dead by now but y am i alive..?? Yeah, I shuld thank god fer this actually.. But who cares..?? I dun give a shit to ma life anymore.. Everyone been suckin up on me.. Except a few.. Dian, Wati, Yantie, ma CD lecturer Jessica.... Haiz..

Why do ppl fall in love..?? To get hurt..?? Or to b loved..?? Why is love fadin wen one has achieved his/hers love..?? Is dating a game..?? Is love a game..? family love..?? Wats dat..? Is it juz a piece of crap..?? To make u blieve in love..?? Wats love anyway..?? I'm so confused..!! I need to get maself back.. I dunno how.. But I have to.. No matter wat.. Mayb I need dat special sm1 so badly... No hugz, no kisses, no sweet werds like i used to had... Wer has it all gone..?? to da rubbish dump..?? Wer is ma love..?? Ma family...?? da love..??

Gosh... I'm truly sick.. Maybe I'm so emo today due to ma PMS... Haiz... I hate to be alone...! Wen i say I wanna b alone, i dun mean it... Haiz.. I really hv lost dat special person whom understands me... Now, i dun wish to lose another.. I need a hug so badly...! Anybody care to give one..?? Please...... I'm an idiot... Stupid... Dumb... I'm not tryin to get any sympathy from any1... Juz wanna let out maself... Really had a bad day today.. Though ma sis dian n Jessica managed to put a smile on ma face... The first smile I had this mornin had been erased... After talkin things out... I'm gonna b alone... Fer da moment... i'm out... u guyz do not need to understand this crappy update... I'm just losing out maself..................................................
i'm dead... no werds.. onli tears... Gettin into a relationship can smtimes b a burden to sm ppl... Mayb one party dun feel it but da other party is.. So dun b selfish... Do xpress ur feelings to dat special sum1 b4 its too late guyz... time is very precious.. Dun regret after u hv lose dat special sum1.... I'm off... To a place wer i dun called a home n wit ppl whom I'm tyrin to b happy wit...

I want ma life back... Put a smile on ma face again... I dun wish to die alone...


::L!Fe 0F a s!MpLe yeT c0nFus!n GaL ::


she bitched
at 10:23 PM


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