Thursday, March 03, 2005
Hey peepz.. I'm gonna welcome maself back.. Back to da reality werld.. Wer it bites us.. To da deep.. Wer we hv to face diff challenges n problems everyday in life..

Sorry bout last nite update.. Wasn't maself lately.. Was totally pissed off & confused wit ma shitty life.. A life dat I hv been tryin to live up.. To a beautiful one wit only swet memories.. Guess dat onli happens in dreamz.. But even dreams hv nightmare.. hmm.. Mayb imagination or illusion den..

Behind every smile, ders always a hidden pain.. Ain't dat true peepz..?? Esp to da great pretenders in this freakin unfair & unreasonable werld.. Yeah, almost da pl in dis werld fake & lie bout demselves.. Frankly, I'm one of dem.. Puttin a big smile everyday, laughin so cheerfully, tryin very hard to put away those pain & hurtful memories, livin everyday as if wishin it wuld get better & hopin life wuld end soon if its gonna hurt us more..

Life isn't onli bout how we gonna live it but also da experiences & receivin love from every1 esp dearest ones.. It is experiences n da love we've got dat help us to see da werld... The Reality.. Memories r also experiences but its memories dat gave us a greater impact on our lives.. Wat we go tru everyday also helps us to understand life better.. But how many of us actually do some reflections at home..?? And wonders wat went wrg or why smmthings happen da way it ain't supposed to be..?? Or wat is actually life is all about..?? Why r we born in da planet called "Earth"..?? Mayb we can onli feel n think bout dat but r unable to express it in werds... Talkin n feelin doesn't match.. U'll nvr noe if dat smbody is lying.. Esp a gd liar n pretender...

Anyway.. Wanna say dat I really feel glad dat I hv ma dearest frens wit me.. Very supportin n thanks guyz fer bein der wen I'm in need n down.. hehez.. thankz fer taggin too.. Really appreaciate fer da support u gave me.. N ma lil dearest sis Dian.. Thankz so much fer bein wit me n by ma side.. in school n also everywer.. So glad to make u as a fren at first n den a sis.. hehez... N thankz Jessica fer yesterday... I'll go to u wen i need help.. I'm under control now.. Hehez.. Onli left wit werk.. Which i think i gonna quit soon.. Tired of those irritatin freakin motherf***** managers of T1T.. Wish T2T hasn't close down yet..

I'm ok now.. Under-control.. Livin life as I shuld.. Wishin n hopin I'm ok n hopin a miracle wuld happen.. I'm gonna leave u alone.. Get back to me wen u r ok.. Take care peepz.. Hope u noe who u r.. I love u guyz ma dearest frenz..!! Sis Cutie-breakdancin Dian, CD lecturer sweetest lady Jessica, ma bitchy-Charmed sis Piper n Phoebe, ma lil dearest Semut Wati, Marina South inaadey.... hahaz... Dun werry bout me.. I noe i can handle ma own probz.. Dun sympathy or pity me coz I dun need dat.. Juz shower me wit ur friendship n love... Care, concern wit hugz..!! Trust n encouragement too..!! Dats wat friendship is all about.. Bein der wen dey r in need...

:: L!Fe 0F a s!MpLe yeT c0nFus!N gaL ::


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