Tuesday, February 08, 2005
Life stinkz to da core...
"life changes, memories don't.."
But life is full of surprises, challenges n problemz...
Never ending...
Everyday is a new day wit new problem..
Haiz... Really sux manz..
First.. I saw Jeremy b4 i go werk n after werk.. I miss him dearly.. Frankly.. Though da relationship was a short one but memorable one.. He's da person who has very similar everything to another ex of mine.. Whom i fell in love wit deeply but left me juz like dat right b4 ma eyes fer smthin else.. Partly it was ma fault.. I admit dat.. Ma mistake fer not callin him durin ma break n didn't spend time wit him.. He felt jealous n diff.. Guess started to get bored n angry.. I dunno.. But readin back his blog, which I have been doin all this while keepin trackz of him, I really felt guilty.. Took things for granted.. That was ma mistake.. Next, didn't show him how much he meant to me till da time we broke up.. Haiz.. Had enugh tears fer dat.. Till now, he still lingers in ma mind.. No matter whom i'm wit.. He really gave me an impact....
Anyway, Jeremy made me smile.. Wit a smile on his face, it juz makes me feel better.. Since he step to ma werkin place.. He's a great guy.. Different n a person who i can share anythin about.. Our relationship was a diff one.. Haiz.. I dunno how to put it in werds.. But the times n memories we shared will b kept & locked in ma heart.. Wen I saw him juz now, ma missin him grew.. Though he was rite infront of ma eyes..Haiz.. Wateva...
Will things ever go back to wer it started..??
Coz i've been waitin fer dat to happen but it nvr did..
Ever since before i started poly.. Gonna b a yr soon..
Haiz..
Life is nvr perfect..
And is bein in relationship or singlehood better..??
Any1..?? Help me..
I'm lost n blur... Confused soul...
Gonna force maself to b positive...
Goodbye..
[ :: L!fE oF a s!mPLe yeT cOnFus!n gaL :: ]
she bitched
at 11:01 PM
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